This weekend was "loading" weekend. I just knew that this was the perfect weekend to start, because we had a very busy theme park weekend planned. Yesterday, we celebrated The Princess' 12th birthday at Sea World - and we had a LOT of fun. Today? We went to a friend's going away party at Universal Studios. Both parks had lots of treats that I'm not going to be able to give in to for quite some time. We had cheeseburgers and LOTS of fries. We had fried fish, cupcakes, hash browns ... I didn't go insane, but I certainly didn't hold back. It was actually quite fun.
Now the real work begins. I am seriously determined to make this work. I always fail myself. I'm NOT going to this time. I can't. I have to do better. I have to learn to trust myself. I have to do this for my children - they deserve better.
Things that I want to accomplish...
I want to be able to go all day, and not lock myself in the bathroom, crying from pain or exhaustion.
I want my husband to be able to pick me up and twirl me around.
I want to feel confident and strong again.
I want to be under 200lbs by the end of the year.
Tomorrow. No cheating. Serious business. I'm going to be a better me.
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