Day 2

Today, I'm frustrated.  With my frame of mind, and with disappointing myself. .... And also?  With doing something awesome.

Walking through the lunchroom today at work was KILLING ME!!!  holy cow the smells!!  I wanted ALL the food.  I didn't even see what was there, I just know I wanted all of it.  The scariest part was driving home at lunchtime, without Hubby.  There are a zillion fast food places between work and my front door.  And the temptation to stop at any of them nearly drove me insane.

BUT.

I didn't stop.

I wanted to, don't get me wrong.  But, I didn't.  And I'm DANG proud of myself for that.

I came home and made lunch for myself, and then started snacking.  And snacked some more.  Then had a dinner that was above calorie limit.

Crap.

I went 103 calories over.  No, it is not the end of the world.  But, I failed myself - and that sucks.

Also?!?  I wanted to weigh in today.  Why is waiting until tomorrow so hard?  Ugh.

I'm still optimistic, I'm not going to lose that.  But ... holy crap this journey is hard.